Obsessing over Questions that Will Never be Answered

I had many questions about myself and my place in the betrayal. And so many questions for him, that I learned would never be answered. 

How could he do this to us, me or our family?

How could I have prevented this betrayal? 

What was my part in this betrayal? 

How do I stop just surviving and start thriving? 

Where do I go from here? 

Where do I turn for support? 

Who can I trust? 

How do I breathe again? 

When will this pain end? 

Do I have value? 

How could this happen? 

Was our entire marriage a lie? 

What could I have done differently?

What about our dreams?

Does Yahweh really hate divorce?

How do I move forward?

Will anyone ever want me or am I too broken?

How do I heal from this?

What is my next step?

What do I believe about divorce?

What will divorce do to our children?

How can I stay married to this man?

And questions for Yahweh, let's not forget them!

You know what I learned? Yahweh doesn't mind questions, He is always there to listen and answer, if you are willing to open your mind to hear!

Who comprehends the mind of the Lord,

or gives him instruction as his counselor?

From whom does he receive directions?

Who teaches him the correct way to do things,

or imparts knowledge to him,

or instructs him in skillful design? Isaiah 40:13-14